Human race prepares to die...

its slowburnx plz add me coz idk how long ill be on this one....

i need to change my username! i am NOT EMO!!!! and im so sick of ppl calling me it! i tried emailing buzznet but no one gets the email idk why =/

ok ppl called kenzie fake, she posted a proof photo (http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=367121021&albumID=797314&imageID=5740589) and ppl still wont believe her. they say she painted it? well i took this photo so i no she didnt. cant you ppl face the fucking fact that theres sumone thats gewd looking in the world thats not in a famous band or doesnt have there own clothing line?! well believe it. coz i can think of sum other ppl that arent famous that are pretty. not everyones ugly. if you dont believe it, piss off! you goddamn motherfuckers are wasting yor breath while fucking w us!!! seriously, if you think shes fake then you can take yor ass to hell.

ppl say she posts pics of jesse cupcake? wtf?

ok this is kenzie:

 

and this is jesse cupcake:

 

they rly dont look alike

ive seen kenzie in person before so obviously shes not fake

so all of you can take yor asses to hell!!!!

yet chrissyville has one. yes, this retard admited she was only 10! HAHAHA. she has to make fun of other ppl *cough cough*mckenziekeblings*cough* to make herself feel gewd. lol how pathetic? reminds me of sum of the preps that go to my skool that dont even no hu zacky vengeance is haha. god these stupid, kiddie, pathetic, lowest life of ppl need to get the hell of buzznet! go back to watching barney or sumthing insteed of fucking w teenagers (hu belong on buzznet).

ok, so heres the thing:

PPL ARE MESSING AROUND W MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!

i will not deal w this.

http://scenequeenfans.buzznet.com/user/journal/2303221/she-has-problems/ 

look at the comments. well, peaceangel (as you can see) is my sister. i dont agree w her bout this whole scene queen thing but she tells me ppl are dropping not so nice notes to her. lucky for them, she deleted the note and cudnt remember hu it was. but ppl are talking shit about my friends/family (missypinkpig, mckenziekeblings, peaceangel). that is not ok w me. so dont do it.

ive been depressed latley

it seems like my friends (skool, not buzznet) have been...avioding me even if i hate to admit it

ive never rly fit in with any group of "friends" even if i do hang out w them all the time

i always feel like im missing sumthing....i hate that feeling

oh well im giving up on ppl

i have me, myself, and i (and music and buzznet friends of corse)

its hard when yor bff lives in vegas and everyone thinks shes fake :[ especially if you have no real friends at skool...

nick (imxaxfuckinxanarhistyay) sucks.

hes mad at me coz i wanna go to the mall w.o him and just missy.

he keeps posting bulletins on myspace saying he hates everyone in st. louis (me) and hes going to leave.

gewd. im not stopping him.

but hes the only person i no of hu gets limewire. so can anyone help me coz im confused?? =/

 

 

this chrissyville is being mean to my best friend kenzie (mckenziekeblings.buzznet.com) by calling her fake. ive seen her in person before. dont call her fake or anything thats not the extreamly nice unless you want to get yor ass kicked. im not as nice as mckenzie so ill kick yor ass like mofo. ive had it w ppl calling my best friend fake so i wont show mercy. ill make you fucking miserable. and i dont take apologies(sp) even if kenzie does. NO ONE CALLS MCKENZIE KEBLINGS FAKE WITHOUT ME KICKING THERE ASS!!!!!!!!

i want to change my username b.c i am not emo anymore. whenever i send a email to buzznet it doesnt send. =/ idk what to do coz im not emo and i want ppl to stop calling me emo!!!

im sad.
not sad rlly.....its impossible to describe my feeling.
i guess kinda how bella felt when edward left...prolly not THAT bad.
but close.
agony...worse.
why cant ppl mean it when they say "awwe, ill be yor friend"?
its not all about that fake friend thing.
idk...
i feel....disapointed....once again.
big fucking suprise rite?
that happens a lot.
i guess i shud be used to it.
im not.
kill me?

 

 

remember the last journal i wrote about richie? when i was extreamly stupid?

this is another one...and the comments btr make me laugh lol

look at a part of this message (start from the bottom):

 

thats not what the song is about just b.c two words of a song are "suicidal memories" doesnt mean its about suicide! oh so i dont pick up on the meanings? wow ok. my friends are rite, yor wasting my time, screw you! and dont bother replying to this coz theres no way in hell im gonna read it

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Richie (loves you)
Date: Mar 15, 2008 7:28 PM


look, if the lyrics are talking about "suicidal memories", its obviously not happy. don't tell me about judgment. just because the beat is upity, it doesn't mean the lyrics are the same way. you prolly don't pick up any of the meanings anyway

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Suicidal Memories
Date: Mar 15, 2008 8:26 PM


i guess you havnt heard much by them.....maybe you shud listen to sumthing for more than 10 seconds before you make a judgment on it...

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Richie (loves you)
Date: Mar 15, 2008 4:45 PM


sounds like it...

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Suicidal Memories
Date: Mar 15, 2008 5:41 PM


not rly a7x dont have a lot of "depressing" songs

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Richie (loves you)
Date: Mar 15, 2008 10:58 AM


it soounds like a depressing sonmg

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Suicidal Memories
Date: Mar 15, 2008 12:04 PM


its just a part of a song.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Richie (loves you)
Date: Mar 14, 2008 9:08 PM


suicidal memories?
whats that mean?

 

and before this he was also acting like a dick  

and then he brings up his exgf molly? well actually iesha did but that was a while ago.

he says mollys gonna kick our ass? we new that. just coz we called molly and april sluts? i think molly needs therapy or sumthing if shes mad coz of that. and iesha was jk. god damn why do ppl take things so seriously?! and of course ABBY had to cus out iesha coz mollys afraid. they think were afraid of them but FUCK NO WERE NOT!!! and we have ANESA (sp) on our side and abby and molly are afraid of her. haha

and just because a song is about suicide doesnt mean its depressing.

he said he was my friend but even before he was acting like a dick he said he was my friend but ive had ENEMIES that were btr friends than him!!!!

Taste of chaos was soooooooo AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! It was the best day of my life!!!!! I HUGGED BLESS THE FALL!!!! and they signed my shoe!! Avenged sevenfold is fucking amazing live!!! I was jumping around and going crazy, ppl were giving me weird looks haha!!! M. shadows said “when I think of saint louis, I think of bad ass beer drinking motherfuckers!!!!” hahahahaha it was sooo funny and so awesome!!!! Did I mention how fucking awesome taste of chaos was?!?!?!

my very gewd friend alex is moving!!!!!!! she wont go to my high skool next yr. and its our first yr. i cant battle the preppy sluts w dirty jeans alone!!! and i cant take gym w no one to when im supposed to be playing soccer or sum other pointless, dumb ass sport!!!! and ill have no one to talk to in chior about ville valo when im supposed to be singing about sumone that doesnt exist (aka god)! ahahaha ill be the only person i no of in my whole stupid, infernal skool district that doesnt think bill kaulitz looks like a girl!!!!

I NEED TO GET A ROPE SO I CAN TIE ALEX UP I DONT LET HER LEAVE!

why the milk cant i post bulletins on myspace?!?!

ppl say its a gewd thing coz i post a lot of bulletins

but thats just what i do. delete me if you want.

but why cant i post bulletins?!?

ppl keep replying to all my bulletins saying sumthing bout uploadpicsonline.com and they say they didnt send it

maybe that has sumthing to do w it =/

i asked kenzie if she cud still post bulletins and she says she can so im rly confused.

 

my friends arent rly talking to me that much. iesha hasnt called me at all tonight, she usually does. i no im prolly making a bigger deal out of this than it is but i dont want to loose my friends. there the only friends i have ever had that i actually like! if i do, ill prolly go emo again. i dont want to have to have no one to talk to, i thought it was ok but when i got friends i noticed how much i was missing before! i dont think i shud talk to them about it yet coz i dont want them to think im making a big deal out of it. and ive thought for a very long time what i cud have done to make them mad. but i cant think of anything, its thx to me that sum of them are seeing taste of chaos! do you think i shud tell them, plz let me no?!

 

i cant find a black veil brides cd! i rly rly love them and im sick of getting on the internet every time i want to listen to them!!!

i cant upload pics!

and i still cant change my pg colors! ive been sending support emials but i guess there not getting them. =/

i hope it will let me post this....

and videos.....

sumone bought the avenged sevenfold tickets before me. =[ but my dads buying new ones. there btr be 4. coz i already told 3 of my friends and there going. and we btr be on the floor coz i wanna be as close to zacky as possible!!!

 

grrr my sister broke my necklace! the one from alex. i swear to freaking god if she breaks another one of my things i will beat the shit out of her!!!!

i feel like crap! i cant stop coughing! my head hurts coz ive been coughing so damn much!!!! =( i am very very very sad!!

IM SEEING AVENGED SEVENFOLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MILK YEAH!!!!!!!!

IM SEEING SYNYSTER GATES….AND IT WONT BE IN A PICTURE!!!!!!!!!

 

me and alex agree valentines day is lame. so in the hallway, she goes "jordan, lets celebrate h.i.m. day, not valentines day". well she said sumthing like that. and, duh, i no theres heartagram day! but alex just made h.i.m. day up. and i posted a bulletien on myspace saying happy h.i.m. day, valentines day is stupid. and wendy replyed saying this:

i no, i just made it up

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Lost In Reality Found In Dreams!
Date: Feb 14, 2008 5:59 PM


its called heartagram day duh
if you were a true him fan you would know that you still have learing to do...
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Poison Girl
Date: Feb 14, 2008 3:41 PM


H.I.M. DAY!!!!!!
NOT VALENTINES DAY...ITS STUPID!!

 

i rly dont give a fuck if she thinks im not a h.i.m. fan! i think its obvious that h.i.m. day is just sumthing stupid that alex made up, if she cant see that, she can suck my dick i dont have!!